I am but a mirror.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
Cherish
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Journal
Start to doubt which direction i am heading to in this blog as I read through. I wasn't being totally open and honest with my thinking and feelings here and neither it's a directory or sharing blog. Not that I was lying or hiding anything, it's just that, sometimes, you know.. You know what I am talking about, bloggers. Don't you.
Privacy and stuff. Perception and stuff.
And you know, people are, well, judgemental. Stop living in denial, I mean, that's really normal. You do, even if you don't mean to sometimes. haha (awkward laugh huh)
Internal debating whether to start to start a physical journal of my own, in PAPERS. Real papers.
~ those really pretty vintage journals in cursive with sepia or bnw photos comes to my mind ~
Paper scissor rocks. PAPER wins.
but was too afraid it is just gonna ends up die out of attention hunger. They seriously need tonnes of words feed and photos supply, and honesty and and and TIME for sure. And you know how long do you (or COULD YOU) spend sittting in fronta your desk writing properly. Urban disease. Bet you'd rather check your facebook.
Me too.
But i really want something that i could read, and smile in the future.
even though i might not be all ' oh. those good old times', but i will at least smile and say ' ah, silly me. ' haha.
Memory, aint thou the best thing.
was it last year or something i somehow managed to find my old diary that RIP when i was Form 2. amazing, right. Spent hours reading it, and i enjoyed every moment of it no matter how silly and crappy those words are. 'Cause i remembered why i wrote them, And I am glad that it forms part of me.
Anyway, journal or no journal, this blog remains. It might just go change some fashion and head towards some new different direction.
Jap quiz tomorrow.
and Airplanes is love.
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